It seems to me that Isaiah 56 speaks of it here:
1. those who minister to Him
2. those who love the name of the Lord
3. those who are His servants
4. those who keep from profaning the Sabbath
I ended up in Isaiah 56 after reading Malachi. I find it interesting that in all of God's statements in Malachi... they basically boil down to this: money management and marriage. He is concerned about your marriage and how you spend your money. It's less about finding the right animal to sacrifice and more about being the right kind of worshipper.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
acceptable offerings
Isaiah 56:6 speaks of the foreigner who joins himself to the Lord. I like what it has to say about God's attitude toward our "offerings."
God sums it up in verse 7 : " their burnt offerings and their sacrifices will be acceptable on My altar..."
So, here's the question: What kind of offering does God find acceptable ?
God sums it up in verse 7 : " their burnt offerings and their sacrifices will be acceptable on My altar..."
So, here's the question: What kind of offering does God find acceptable ?
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
the stuff of the universe
This is for the next time that you think you are out of time, money and stuff:
" If you are selfish and make yourself and your own private interests your idol, God will leave you to yourself and let you promote your own interests as well as you can. But if you do not selfishly seek your own, but do seek the things that are Jesus Christ's, and things of your fellow beings, then God will make your interest and happiness His own charge, and He is infinitely more able to provide for and promote it than you are. The resources of the universe move at His bidding and He can easily command them all to serve your welfare."
He sums up: " So ... not to seek your own, in the selfish sense, is the best way of seeking your own in a better sense. It is the most direct course you can take to secure your highest happiness."
Again: The resources of the universe move at His bidding and He can easily command them all to serve your welfare.
( Taken from Charity and its Fruits Jonathan Edwards page 184)
" If you are selfish and make yourself and your own private interests your idol, God will leave you to yourself and let you promote your own interests as well as you can. But if you do not selfishly seek your own, but do seek the things that are Jesus Christ's, and things of your fellow beings, then God will make your interest and happiness His own charge, and He is infinitely more able to provide for and promote it than you are. The resources of the universe move at His bidding and He can easily command them all to serve your welfare."
He sums up: " So ... not to seek your own, in the selfish sense, is the best way of seeking your own in a better sense. It is the most direct course you can take to secure your highest happiness."
Again: The resources of the universe move at His bidding and He can easily command them all to serve your welfare.
( Taken from Charity and its Fruits Jonathan Edwards page 184)
Monday, November 17, 2008
boredom
I am definitely a product of the things I read. I was just sitting here thinking about why people blog and why people take the time to read blogs. I think we have a God given hunger for relationships and we are curious/interested in what someone else is thinking, doing, planning, etc. I read blogs. What am I after ? What am I seeking when I do this ? I don't feel bored necessarily, maybe just passive. I do admire those who have drunk deeply from God's word and can bring back some treasures for me to look at ( maybe this is part of it.) Maybe I admire their courage to say what I was thinking and what I agree with.
Anyway, I happened to remember this section from Frederick Buechner and it's reprinted below:
" You can be bored by virtually anything, if you put your mind to it, or choose not to. You can yawn your way through Don Giovanni or a trip to the Grand Canyon or afternoon with your dearest friend or a sunset. There are doubtless those who nodded off at the coronation of Napoleon or the trial of Joan of Arc or when Shakespeare appeared at the Globe in Hamlet or Lincoln delivered himself of a few remarks at Gettysburg. To be bored is to turn down cold whatever life happens to be offering you at the moment. It is to cast a jaundiced eye at life in general including most of all your own life. You feel nothing is worth getting excited about because you are yourself not worth getting excited about. To be bored is a way of making the least of things you often have a sneaking suspicion you need the most. "
( Buechner p 142 Listening to your life)
I think being bored is a symptom that you are not satisfied with God and that you're not engaged in the mission of God. I am thinking of I Corinithians 7:29 ff " But this I say, brethren, the time has been shortened, so that from now on those who have wives should be as though they had none and those who weep as though they did not weep; and those who rejoice as though they did not rejoice; and those who buy as though they did not possess; and those who use the world, as though they did not make full use of it; for the form of this world is passing away."
I want to be involved in the things that will not pass away.
Anyway, I happened to remember this section from Frederick Buechner and it's reprinted below:
" You can be bored by virtually anything, if you put your mind to it, or choose not to. You can yawn your way through Don Giovanni or a trip to the Grand Canyon or afternoon with your dearest friend or a sunset. There are doubtless those who nodded off at the coronation of Napoleon or the trial of Joan of Arc or when Shakespeare appeared at the Globe in Hamlet or Lincoln delivered himself of a few remarks at Gettysburg. To be bored is to turn down cold whatever life happens to be offering you at the moment. It is to cast a jaundiced eye at life in general including most of all your own life. You feel nothing is worth getting excited about because you are yourself not worth getting excited about. To be bored is a way of making the least of things you often have a sneaking suspicion you need the most. "
( Buechner p 142 Listening to your life)
I think being bored is a symptom that you are not satisfied with God and that you're not engaged in the mission of God. I am thinking of I Corinithians 7:29 ff " But this I say, brethren, the time has been shortened, so that from now on those who have wives should be as though they had none and those who weep as though they did not weep; and those who rejoice as though they did not rejoice; and those who buy as though they did not possess; and those who use the world, as though they did not make full use of it; for the form of this world is passing away."
I want to be involved in the things that will not pass away.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
morph 2
meant to add this to previous post:
" When morphing happens, I don't just do the things Jesus would have done; I find myself wanting to do them. They appeal to me. They make sense. I don't just go around trying to do right things; I become the right sort of person."
( John Ortberg The Life you always wanted page 23)
" When morphing happens, I don't just do the things Jesus would have done; I find myself wanting to do them. They appeal to me. They make sense. I don't just go around trying to do right things; I become the right sort of person."
( John Ortberg The Life you always wanted page 23)
morph
I spend time reading dictionaries that explain greek words and so every once in a while I come across things that I get excited about.
How do we change ? How do we really become "conformed to the image of His Son" ? ( Romans 8:29)
Here's the progression of thought that I saw this morning:
1. John 6 Jesus says " No one can come to Me unless the Father draws him."
so...How are we drawn to Him? ( I looked up the word "drawn" 'and it shows up again in John 12:32)
Jesus said: " and I, when I am lifted up from the earth will draw all men to Myself."
We are drawn to Jesus when He is lifted up from the earth. Now, connect John 6:40 and 2 Cor 3:18 .... both of these talk about " beholding Jesus."
POINT: When we " behold/see" Jesus, we are transformed.
How do we see Jesus ? John 3:3 "unless one is born again... he cannot see..."
We have to find ways to keep Jesus in view. We must say like the Psalmist: " I have set the Lord continually before me.... because He is at my right hand, I will never be shaken." Psalm 16:8
Suggestion: Instead of watching a movie this Saturday night... spend 1 hour meditating on John 6 and write down 20 observations. Go for a walk and ask the Lord to invade your life. Insist on being real in His presence and resolve to live with integrity within the walls of your house.
How do we change ? How do we really become "conformed to the image of His Son" ? ( Romans 8:29)
Here's the progression of thought that I saw this morning:
1. John 6 Jesus says " No one can come to Me unless the Father draws him."
so...How are we drawn to Him? ( I looked up the word "drawn" 'and it shows up again in John 12:32)
Jesus said: " and I, when I am lifted up from the earth will draw all men to Myself."
We are drawn to Jesus when He is lifted up from the earth. Now, connect John 6:40 and 2 Cor 3:18 .... both of these talk about " beholding Jesus."
POINT: When we " behold/see" Jesus, we are transformed.
How do we see Jesus ? John 3:3 "unless one is born again... he cannot see..."
We have to find ways to keep Jesus in view. We must say like the Psalmist: " I have set the Lord continually before me.... because He is at my right hand, I will never be shaken." Psalm 16:8
Suggestion: Instead of watching a movie this Saturday night... spend 1 hour meditating on John 6 and write down 20 observations. Go for a walk and ask the Lord to invade your life. Insist on being real in His presence and resolve to live with integrity within the walls of your house.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
out of the mouths of babes
My family was traveling to Hereford last weekend and we were driving through Alamogordo when my youngest son ( 8 years old) wanted to stop and eat at Subway. I explained to him multiple times that we brought food in our cooler and that we were emphatically not stopping. After several back and forth comments I said: " Matthew, what's the difference ? You can fill your stomach with what we have already paid for or go spend money at Subway....why do you feel like we need to spend more money right now ? " He said: " But Dad, these are trained professionals ! "
sand
I can't remember if this is in an earlier blog but it it still worth putting down again.
So here it is:
" Do not forget this. At first it is natural for a baby to take its mother's milk without knowing its mother. It is equally natural for us to see the man who helps us without seeing Christ behind him. But we must not remain babies. We must go on to recognize the real Giver. It is madness not to. Because, if we do not, we shall be relying on human beings. And that is going to let us down. The best of them will make mistakes; all of them will die. We must be thankful to all the people who have helped us, we must honor and love them. But never, never pin your whole faith on any human being; not if he is the best and wisest in the world. There are lots of nice things you can do with sand; but do not try building a house on it. "
( CS Lewis p494 A Collection of works)
PS You can't build on sand unless you are on a Casas Por Cristo trip in Juarez, Mexico.
So here it is:
" Do not forget this. At first it is natural for a baby to take its mother's milk without knowing its mother. It is equally natural for us to see the man who helps us without seeing Christ behind him. But we must not remain babies. We must go on to recognize the real Giver. It is madness not to. Because, if we do not, we shall be relying on human beings. And that is going to let us down. The best of them will make mistakes; all of them will die. We must be thankful to all the people who have helped us, we must honor and love them. But never, never pin your whole faith on any human being; not if he is the best and wisest in the world. There are lots of nice things you can do with sand; but do not try building a house on it. "
( CS Lewis p494 A Collection of works)
PS You can't build on sand unless you are on a Casas Por Cristo trip in Juarez, Mexico.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
stir up
2 Peter 1:13 " I consider it right, as long as I am in this earthly dwelling, to stir you up by way of reminder.
I wanted to stir up this verse in your mind : Colossians 3:23.
" Whatever you do ( let that soak in), do your work ( how ?) HEARTILY .... for who?
as for the Lord, and not for men. "
I don't know your situation,but this verse should be in our minds often.
I wanted to stir up this verse in your mind : Colossians 3:23.
" Whatever you do ( let that soak in), do your work ( how ?) HEARTILY .... for who?
as for the Lord, and not for men. "
I don't know your situation,but this verse should be in our minds often.
Monday, October 20, 2008
Thompson Chain
I'm not sure what you think of the Thompson chain reference, but I like the way it prints the whole verse out in the concordance.
This morning I looked up the word complaining ( from Philipp 2:14).
God has made it clear that the murmuring in the desert from the children of Israel was displeasing to Him. Even Proverbs 15:16 says: " Better a little with the fear of the Lord that great wealth with turmoil."
Paul: Philippians 4:11 " I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances."
I Timothy 6:8 " If we have food and covering, with these we shall be content."
I Corinthians 10:10 " And do not grumble, as some of them did-- and were killed by the destroying angel."
God has shown me through His word that I complain too much. This morning was incredible and I felt through just about every sense I have that the Lord is good and it's good to be alive. It's good to wake up hungry and be satisfied with Cascadian Farms cinnamon raisin granola. It's good to see the sun shining in its strength and get an audio visual of Revelation 1 where John describes Jesus in His glorified state. It's good to remember that our bodies will someday be redeemed and we will be like Jesus ( able to see Him as He is).
Why don't I think on these things more often ?
This morning I looked up the word complaining ( from Philipp 2:14).
God has made it clear that the murmuring in the desert from the children of Israel was displeasing to Him. Even Proverbs 15:16 says: " Better a little with the fear of the Lord that great wealth with turmoil."
Paul: Philippians 4:11 " I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances."
I Timothy 6:8 " If we have food and covering, with these we shall be content."
I Corinthians 10:10 " And do not grumble, as some of them did-- and were killed by the destroying angel."
God has shown me through His word that I complain too much. This morning was incredible and I felt through just about every sense I have that the Lord is good and it's good to be alive. It's good to wake up hungry and be satisfied with Cascadian Farms cinnamon raisin granola. It's good to see the sun shining in its strength and get an audio visual of Revelation 1 where John describes Jesus in His glorified state. It's good to remember that our bodies will someday be redeemed and we will be like Jesus ( able to see Him as He is).
Why don't I think on these things more often ?
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
hope
There are days and events and people that make you long for heaven. I have been thinking alot lately about Romans 8:19-25 and the groaning that we experience here while waiting for the redemption of our bodies and I came across something from Jonathan Edwards that I wanted to reprint here... ( it's worth reading) :
" You that are poor, and think yourself despised by your neighbors and little cared for among men, do not much concern yourselves for this. Do not care much for the friendship of the world; but seek heaven, where there is no such thing as contempt, and where none are despised, but all are highly esteemed and honoured, and dearly beloved by all. You think you have met with many abuses, and much ill treatment from others.... care not for it. Do not hate them for it, but set your heart on heaven, that world of love and press toward that better country, where all is kindness and holy affection."
Taken from Jonathan Edwards " Charity and its fruits" page 365
" You that are poor, and think yourself despised by your neighbors and little cared for among men, do not much concern yourselves for this. Do not care much for the friendship of the world; but seek heaven, where there is no such thing as contempt, and where none are despised, but all are highly esteemed and honoured, and dearly beloved by all. You think you have met with many abuses, and much ill treatment from others.... care not for it. Do not hate them for it, but set your heart on heaven, that world of love and press toward that better country, where all is kindness and holy affection."
Taken from Jonathan Edwards " Charity and its fruits" page 365
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
7 minutes on the ipod
The previous post about my perspective change was influenced by 7 minutes in the pickup listening to a podcast by Alistair Begg. He was quoting another pastor who brought that perspective about God's providence. I know I am not in the grip of blind forces and I am convinced I am not floating on a sea of chance. I am being trained in the school of God's providence.
This is why I recommend something... instead of listening to the music you normally do... put some podcasts on your ipod and listen to God's word taught by true prophets. Even 7 minutes can do you good.
( I am no way advocating 7 minutes is sufficient... but don't underestimate the "immeasurable moment" )
This is why I recommend something... instead of listening to the music you normally do... put some podcasts on your ipod and listen to God's word taught by true prophets. Even 7 minutes can do you good.
( I am no way advocating 7 minutes is sufficient... but don't underestimate the "immeasurable moment" )
Perspective change
Thankful
It takes some time to be in a place to recognize the value of everything that is happening/ has happened in your life. I have been put in a position to deal with things that I wasn't dealing with before. I am thankful for God's leading in my life and regret that I have complained internally about my perceived losses. I still feel a certain sense of loss, but at the same time I realize that I am here by God's appointment, under His care and here for the length of time that He has determined.
Romans 8:18 For I consider that our sufferings in this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory that is to be revealed to us.
It takes some time to be in a place to recognize the value of everything that is happening/ has happened in your life. I have been put in a position to deal with things that I wasn't dealing with before. I am thankful for God's leading in my life and regret that I have complained internally about my perceived losses. I still feel a certain sense of loss, but at the same time I realize that I am here by God's appointment, under His care and here for the length of time that He has determined.
Romans 8:18 For I consider that our sufferings in this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory that is to be revealed to us.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
the power of a new affection
I was reading Jerry Bridges’ book Respectable Sins and came across a phrase in it : “ the expulsive power of a new affection.” Thomas Chalmers preached a sermon with this title years ago. I like this sermon title. It really brings home a thought that we are all aware of :
WHEN WE WANT SOMETHING REALLY BAD, WE FIND A WAY TO GET IT
( or spend much effort trying to make it happen)
We obey our highest desire. I know of teenagers who constantly said they had no money for youth retreats or camps, however, if ( fill in band name) had a concert nearby they managed to find the time and money to make that happen. They applied for scholarships for youth events but would go buy gold necklaces ( etc). I am not just using an example… these things really happened. I have witnessed stadiums full of people on Saturday for a football game and empty pews Sunday morning for a church gathering. Why is this ? People make time ( and pay for) what they value. So, if your spiritual life is lagging and you find yourself constantly beset by sin it’s time to ask some hard questions. What do you value ? What is your highest desire ? My implication is NOT that it is sinful to attend a football game. My point is that we make time for and we can suddenly afford the things we love. I am guilty of the things I am ranting and raving about right now. I have made excuses for my sin and they were just as lame as the excuses that I have been irritated by in others.
So, what now ? Is this just another rant by another frustrated pastor ? Is there hope for change ? Can we really have the type of integrity that we cry out to God for in prayer ?
I believe people can change. What’s the prescription for change ? I think part of the answer is in Romans 8:13
” for if you live according to the flesh, you must die, but if by the Spirit you are putting to death the deeds of the body, you will live.”
Do you want a fulfilling life that overflows with joy ? Put to death the deeds of the body by the power of the Holy Spirit. Be killing sin or it will be killing you.
( see John Owen “ Triumph over Temptation” )
WHEN WE WANT SOMETHING REALLY BAD, WE FIND A WAY TO GET IT
( or spend much effort trying to make it happen)
We obey our highest desire. I know of teenagers who constantly said they had no money for youth retreats or camps, however, if ( fill in band name) had a concert nearby they managed to find the time and money to make that happen. They applied for scholarships for youth events but would go buy gold necklaces ( etc). I am not just using an example… these things really happened. I have witnessed stadiums full of people on Saturday for a football game and empty pews Sunday morning for a church gathering. Why is this ? People make time ( and pay for) what they value. So, if your spiritual life is lagging and you find yourself constantly beset by sin it’s time to ask some hard questions. What do you value ? What is your highest desire ? My implication is NOT that it is sinful to attend a football game. My point is that we make time for and we can suddenly afford the things we love. I am guilty of the things I am ranting and raving about right now. I have made excuses for my sin and they were just as lame as the excuses that I have been irritated by in others.
So, what now ? Is this just another rant by another frustrated pastor ? Is there hope for change ? Can we really have the type of integrity that we cry out to God for in prayer ?
I believe people can change. What’s the prescription for change ? I think part of the answer is in Romans 8:13
” for if you live according to the flesh, you must die, but if by the Spirit you are putting to death the deeds of the body, you will live.”
Do you want a fulfilling life that overflows with joy ? Put to death the deeds of the body by the power of the Holy Spirit. Be killing sin or it will be killing you.
( see John Owen “ Triumph over Temptation” )
question for the blogging community
In Luke 17 the disciples said to Jesus: " Increase our faith"
How do we do this ?
I'm really asking the question.
How do we do this ?
I'm really asking the question.
Monday, September 8, 2008
from Josh
I used an illustration about our attitude toward God's word yesterday in church. I said: " Our boys have a subscription to lego magazine and when it comes in the mail they are very enthusiastic about reading it." I then said, " I don't know why we get this because it just makes them want more legos...maybe we should cancel this subscription."
After the sermon, Josh said: " were you joking about cancelling that subscription ?" I said: "yes." His reply was: " that's coarse joking."
After the sermon, Josh said: " were you joking about cancelling that subscription ?" I said: "yes." His reply was: " that's coarse joking."
Monday, August 25, 2008
unrestricted study
I am not proud to admit this but it seems like it's hard to find study time that doesn't have a string attached to it. I'm talking about reading or study that is "free." Even my quiet times begin to feel obligatory and my sermon prep can feel like "work" at times. So, I just resolved that I would sit down for a few minutes and read a passage of Scripture that I wasn't preaching on and wasn't part of my quiet time. I read I Thessalonians 1 for awhile and then got distracted by a book on my shelf called " Spiritual Depression" by Martyn LLoyd Jones.
( by the way, I did have a good time reading I Thessalonians 1 and I will speak to that later)
From Spiritual Depression... he's talking about Paul's statements in Philippians 4 with regard to the idea of contentment.
here's the line of thinking ( Philipp 4)
1. Conditions are always changing, therefore, I must not be dependent on conditions.
2. What matters supremely and vitally is my soul and my relationship to God --- that is the first thing.
3. God is concerned about me as my Father, and nothing happens to me apart from God. Even the very hairs on my head are numbered. I must never forget that.
4. God's will and God's ways are a mystery, but I know that whatever He wills or permits is of necessity for my good.
5. Every situation in life is the unfolding of some manifestation of God's love and goodness.
6. Whatever my conditions may be at this present moment they are only temporary, they are only passing, and they can never rob me of the joy and the glory that ultimately await me with Christ.
Here's the passage in Philippians 4 ( we always quote verse 13 but do we know v11- 12 ?)
I have learned to be content in whatever circumstances I am. I know how to get along with humble means and I also know how to live in prosperity; in any and every circumstance I have learned the secret of being filled and going hungry, both of having abudance and suffering need. I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.
What about you ? Have you learned how to be content ?
( by the way, I did have a good time reading I Thessalonians 1 and I will speak to that later)
From Spiritual Depression... he's talking about Paul's statements in Philippians 4 with regard to the idea of contentment.
here's the line of thinking ( Philipp 4)
1. Conditions are always changing, therefore, I must not be dependent on conditions.
2. What matters supremely and vitally is my soul and my relationship to God --- that is the first thing.
3. God is concerned about me as my Father, and nothing happens to me apart from God. Even the very hairs on my head are numbered. I must never forget that.
4. God's will and God's ways are a mystery, but I know that whatever He wills or permits is of necessity for my good.
5. Every situation in life is the unfolding of some manifestation of God's love and goodness.
6. Whatever my conditions may be at this present moment they are only temporary, they are only passing, and they can never rob me of the joy and the glory that ultimately await me with Christ.
Here's the passage in Philippians 4 ( we always quote verse 13 but do we know v11- 12 ?)
I have learned to be content in whatever circumstances I am. I know how to get along with humble means and I also know how to live in prosperity; in any and every circumstance I have learned the secret of being filled and going hungry, both of having abudance and suffering need. I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.
What about you ? Have you learned how to be content ?
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
inner man
I find it interesting to see how scripture relates to other scripture... for example:
Paul says in Romans 7:22 that he joyfully concurs with the law of God in the inner man. So, I look up "inner man" and find the same phrase in 2 Cor 4:16 ..." though our outer man is decaying, our inner man is being renewed day by day..."
Really ? How ? How is the inner man being renewed ? I thought Romans 12:1-2 would answer that question and it did somewhat. Don't be conformed to the world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind... so that you can prove what the will of God is. How else can you renew your mind except on God's word ? So then I looked up "renew" and found it in Isaiah 40:31
" Those who wait on the Lord will renew their strength..." Ok... thanks... but what is waiting on God and how do I do it ?
Again, I'm still searching and then I come across this:
The hebrew word for "wait" means to look for with eager expectation. Waiting means that we express our faith in God and look for Him to rescue us. ( This brings honor to Him if you remember from Psalm 50... Call upon Me in the day of trouble.)
" Those who wait in true faith are renewed in strength SO THAT they can continue to serve the Lord while looking for His saving work." ( Harris Theo Wordbook of the OT)
One more time: " Those who wait in true faith are renewed in strength SO THAT they can continue to serve the Lord while looking for His saving work."
So,if you live in ( fill in city) .... you can continue in the work God has for you since God promises to renew your strength. This strength is found by being in His presence and allowing His word to renew you.
What is keeping you from "continuing to serve the Lord" ?
1. Criticism
2. your own sin
3. laziness
4. lack of faith
5. depression
6. fatigue
I don't know what it is for you, but I am telling you that their is new strength to be found when you "wait" on God. If you don't know what this means, then read Psalm 25 and Psalm 27 in one sitting and ask God for the wisdom to understand what it means to wait on Him.
Waiting on God in the desert,
Carl
Monday, August 11, 2008
hard and crusty cooking utensils
" The flesh is the outlook oriented towards the self, that which pursues its own ends in self sufficient independence of God." ( Colin Brown )
When I think about my experiences, the most satisfying are those when I "lose" myself in the service of God and others. I always start out thinking that I really don't want to do this, but afterwards, it's rewarding. I went home for lunch today and sat at the table looking at our kitchen. I decided I could either sit there and read the Sunday paper or clean it up. It may seem like a small thing to you, but there really was some satisfaction in serving that I don't find in fleshly indulgence. There is a traitor in my body called the flesh and it is continually seeking ways to undermine the work of the Holy Spirit in my life. Lately, the troubles come from destructive thoughts. How do you "wage war" with this "mole" ?
Here's what I saw in I Chronicles this morning: David ( in chap 29) is praying about the transfer of leadership to Solomon and he prays this...
" For all things come from You, and from Your hand we have given You." ( I Chron 29:15)
Did you read that right ? Whatever we have is God's anyway, and when we give... we really just give back to God what He already gave us. How ironic that we think we have rights, our own stuff, or our own abilities. It all belongs to Him. He gave it to us and is honored when we give it back to Him.
When I think about my experiences, the most satisfying are those when I "lose" myself in the service of God and others. I always start out thinking that I really don't want to do this, but afterwards, it's rewarding. I went home for lunch today and sat at the table looking at our kitchen. I decided I could either sit there and read the Sunday paper or clean it up. It may seem like a small thing to you, but there really was some satisfaction in serving that I don't find in fleshly indulgence. There is a traitor in my body called the flesh and it is continually seeking ways to undermine the work of the Holy Spirit in my life. Lately, the troubles come from destructive thoughts. How do you "wage war" with this "mole" ?
Here's what I saw in I Chronicles this morning: David ( in chap 29) is praying about the transfer of leadership to Solomon and he prays this...
" For all things come from You, and from Your hand we have given You." ( I Chron 29:15)
Did you read that right ? Whatever we have is God's anyway, and when we give... we really just give back to God what He already gave us. How ironic that we think we have rights, our own stuff, or our own abilities. It all belongs to Him. He gave it to us and is honored when we give it back to Him.
Saturday, August 2, 2008
update
Lessons learned :
1. don't hit "send" on an email until you are sure you want to send it
2. dont' say " he said" unless you know he really said it
3. if you have to get behind on things, don't get behind on prayer
4. take your kids to a grassy park and play games with them occasionally
5. fathers: take initiative in leading your family in spiritual discussions ( use the Bible)
6. read Christian biography
7. pray that God will raise up friends for you
8. stop drinking cokes --- they are like drinking paint thinner
9. use a pen and paper when you study the Bible
10. get an ipod and listen to sermons in the car
11. put weights on your trampoline ( legs) .... ours blew out of our backyard and into our neighbor's dining room window
12. try to find out both sides of the story ( if possible)
1. don't hit "send" on an email until you are sure you want to send it
2. dont' say " he said" unless you know he really said it
3. if you have to get behind on things, don't get behind on prayer
4. take your kids to a grassy park and play games with them occasionally
5. fathers: take initiative in leading your family in spiritual discussions ( use the Bible)
6. read Christian biography
7. pray that God will raise up friends for you
8. stop drinking cokes --- they are like drinking paint thinner
9. use a pen and paper when you study the Bible
10. get an ipod and listen to sermons in the car
11. put weights on your trampoline ( legs) .... ours blew out of our backyard and into our neighbor's dining room window
12. try to find out both sides of the story ( if possible)
Friday, August 1, 2008
we forget
I read Mark 8 today about the feeding of the 4000. The same disciples who witnessed the feeding of the 5000, make this comment when the same scenario presents itself:
" Where will anyone be able to find enough bread here in this desolate place to satisfy these people ? "
Are you joking ? Did you not just see Jesus feed 5000 men a few chapters earlier. Even Jesus comments to the disciples: " Do you have a hardened heart ? "
It seems to me that a hardened heart is one thing that grieves Jesus. The text even says that Jesus " sighed deeply" when the Pharisees came to Him with their unbelieving attitude. It's possible for 2 people to witness an event and one completely misses the miracle in what happened.
What's the difference ? Why do some people see and others don't ?
So here's my question for you: have you forgotten past miracles in your life ? Are you facing "insurmountable odds " again ? What is your attitude like ? Are you like the disciples ?
" Where will we get bread for all these ? " or are you saying in your heart: " I know whom I have believed and I am confident that He will take care of me."
Don't forget in the dark what you learned in the light. Keep a journal, go back and read your old journals. Read the Psalms:
1. Psalm 140: 7 O God the Lord, the strength of my salvation, You have covered my head in the day of battle.
2. Psalm 144:1 Blessed be the Lord , my rock, who trains my hands for war, and my fingers for battle ...
" Where will anyone be able to find enough bread here in this desolate place to satisfy these people ? "
Are you joking ? Did you not just see Jesus feed 5000 men a few chapters earlier. Even Jesus comments to the disciples: " Do you have a hardened heart ? "
It seems to me that a hardened heart is one thing that grieves Jesus. The text even says that Jesus " sighed deeply" when the Pharisees came to Him with their unbelieving attitude. It's possible for 2 people to witness an event and one completely misses the miracle in what happened.
What's the difference ? Why do some people see and others don't ?
So here's my question for you: have you forgotten past miracles in your life ? Are you facing "insurmountable odds " again ? What is your attitude like ? Are you like the disciples ?
" Where will we get bread for all these ? " or are you saying in your heart: " I know whom I have believed and I am confident that He will take care of me."
Don't forget in the dark what you learned in the light. Keep a journal, go back and read your old journals. Read the Psalms:
1. Psalm 140: 7 O God the Lord, the strength of my salvation, You have covered my head in the day of battle.
2. Psalm 144:1 Blessed be the Lord , my rock, who trains my hands for war, and my fingers for battle ...
Thursday, July 31, 2008
when you don't know what to do
I read in I Chronicles 19 this morning and came across the story of Joab and his brother Abshai.
They were facing a difficult situation in combat with the enemy coming at them from both directions. Here's what Joab said: " Be strong and let us show ourselves courageous for the sake of our people and for the cities of our God; and may the Lord do what is good in His sight." ( I Chronicles 19:13)
I just sat and looked at that phrase for awhile: " be strong, and show ourselves courageous... may the Lord do what is good in His sight."
Even if you don't know what to do, you can be strong and let the Lord do what seems good to Him. Don't be paralyzed by indecision. Obey what you can see in Scripture.
They were facing a difficult situation in combat with the enemy coming at them from both directions. Here's what Joab said: " Be strong and let us show ourselves courageous for the sake of our people and for the cities of our God; and may the Lord do what is good in His sight." ( I Chronicles 19:13)
I just sat and looked at that phrase for awhile: " be strong, and show ourselves courageous... may the Lord do what is good in His sight."
Even if you don't know what to do, you can be strong and let the Lord do what seems good to Him. Don't be paralyzed by indecision. Obey what you can see in Scripture.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
why you should read the dictionary
We take for granted that we understand certain Bible passages. I've said it before and I will say it again:read slowly ... eat the Bible -- chew it over and over
Romans 7:1-6 was never really a fascinating passage to me. I usually skipped over it on my way to Romans 7:14-25 ( because I felt this way more often). The first part of Romans 7:1-6 is amazing. It is true what one man said: " The word of God does not yield its fruit to the lazy."
So here it is: death decisively changes our relationship to someone/ something
Lee Harvey Oswald was never put on trial for the death of JFK ... why ? Because he died.
Sin picks up the law of God and uses it like a machete to chop off our limbs. Sin is always ( like the lemur said in Madagascar): " interrupting our parties and ripping our limbs off. "
In a way that is difficult to explain a Christian's death took place through Christ and here are the results of that death:
1. freedom from the law's power to condemn us ( we have been forgiven, restored, redeemed)
2. we have been joined to another ( our new husband is Christ ... spiritually speaking)
3. we can now bear fruit for God
4. we can now serve in the newness of the Spirit
I really latched on to the idea of us bearing fruit for God and I thought how does this happen ? It can only happen if we die. Fruit bearing happens when seeds die.
Listen to this : " Jesus' death is the soil out of which rich fruit grows ( see John 12:24) ; His death on the cross brings about redemption for men. As the vine, He sends out life giving power to the branches ( remember who the branches are ?) This power is the power to believe God's word. Some call it faith.
Man ( by himself) can accomplish moral and technical achievements by his natural gifts. However... the fruit of the gospel --that which God expects from man -- can only grow from the soil of obedience, which essentially consists in recognition of the bond between Creator and creature, established by the death of Christ. He ( man) no longer needs to consider his own achievements. Freed from the anxiety of failure, he is capable of the highest endeavor ( more fruit) . CHECK THIS OUT: Because the source of his capacity to bear fruit lies outside himself, the yield is certain. It counts and remains for eternal life (John 15:16). "
These ideas came from a dictionary believe it or not. ( Colin Brown's Dictionary of NT Theology page 723 vol 1) I am encouraged by that last statement: bearing fruit is certain because the source is God, not me.
I am constantly thinking of ways to stop thinking about myself. This passage in Romans reminds me that if I really want to bear fruit to God a death has to take place : namely, my death.
Monday, June 23, 2008
God takes joy seriously
Psalm 100:2 says " Serve the Lord with gladness." I wrote in the margin: " What if I don't ?"
Then for some reason, I wrote next to it Deut 28:47-48
It says: " Because you did not serve the Lord your God with joy and a glad heart, for the abundance of all things ; therefore you shall serve your enemies whom the Lord will send against you, in hunger, in thirst, in nakedness, and in the lack of all things; and He will put an iron yoke on your neck until He has destroyed you."
Basically... if I dont' serve with gladness... I will serve my enemies. This tells me that God takes joy very seriously. He is opposed to our complaining and murmuring.
Are you serving with gladness or a bitter spirit ?
Then for some reason, I wrote next to it Deut 28:47-48
It says: " Because you did not serve the Lord your God with joy and a glad heart, for the abundance of all things ; therefore you shall serve your enemies whom the Lord will send against you, in hunger, in thirst, in nakedness, and in the lack of all things; and He will put an iron yoke on your neck until He has destroyed you."
Basically... if I dont' serve with gladness... I will serve my enemies. This tells me that God takes joy very seriously. He is opposed to our complaining and murmuring.
Are you serving with gladness or a bitter spirit ?
Thursday, June 5, 2008
busy people
“Just look for a moment at our daily routine. In general we are very busy people. We have many meetings to attend, many visits to make, many services to lead. Our calendars are filled with appointments, our days and weeks filled with engagements, and our years filled with plans and projects. There is seldom a period in which we do not know what to do, and we move through life in such a distracted way that we do not even take the time to rest and wonder if any of the things we think, say, or do are worth thinking, saying and doing. We simply go along with many of the ‘musts’ and ‘oughts’ that have been handed to us and we live with them as if they were authentic translations of the gospel of our Lord. People must be motivated to come to church, youth must be entertained, money must be raised, and above all everyone must be happy. Moreover, we must be on good terms with church and civil authorities; we ought to be liked by a majority of the congregation; we ought to move up in the ranks according to schedule; and we ought to have enough vacation and salary to live a comfortable life. Thus we are busy people and just like all other busy people, rewarded with the rewards which are rewarded to busy people.
Why is this so ? Why do the children of light so easily become conspirators with the darkness ? The answer is quite simple. Our identity is at stake. Who am I ? I am the one who is liked, praised, admired,disliked, hated or despised. Whether I am a pianist, a businessman, or a pastor, what matters is how I am perceived by my world. If being busy is a good thing, then I must be busy. If having money is a sign of real freedom, then I must claim my money. If knowing many people proves my importance, I will have to make the necessary contacts. The compulsion manifests itself in the lurking fear of failing and the steady urge to prevent this by gathering more of the same – more work, more money, more friends. It has been said that anger and greed are the sour fruits of our worldly dependencies. What else is anger than the impulsive response to the experience of being deprived ? When my sense of self depends on what others say of me, anger is quite a natural reaction to a critical word. And when my sense of self depends on what I can acquire, greed flares up when my desires are frustrated.
Anger in particular seems close to a professional vice in contemporary ministry. Pastors are angry at their leaders for not leading and at their followers for not following. They are angry at those who do not come to church for not coming and angry at those who do come for coming without enthusiasm. They are angry at their families, who make them feel guilty, and angry at themselves for not being who they want to be. This is not an open, blatant, roaring anger, but an anger hidden behind the smooth word, the smiling face and the polite handshake. It is a frozen anger, an anger which settles into a biting resentment and slowly paralyzes a generous heart. If there is anything that makes the ministry look grim and dull, it is this dark, insidious anger in the servants of Christ. “
Taken from “ The Way of the Heart” by Henri Nouwen page 22-24
Why is this so ? Why do the children of light so easily become conspirators with the darkness ? The answer is quite simple. Our identity is at stake. Who am I ? I am the one who is liked, praised, admired,disliked, hated or despised. Whether I am a pianist, a businessman, or a pastor, what matters is how I am perceived by my world. If being busy is a good thing, then I must be busy. If having money is a sign of real freedom, then I must claim my money. If knowing many people proves my importance, I will have to make the necessary contacts. The compulsion manifests itself in the lurking fear of failing and the steady urge to prevent this by gathering more of the same – more work, more money, more friends. It has been said that anger and greed are the sour fruits of our worldly dependencies. What else is anger than the impulsive response to the experience of being deprived ? When my sense of self depends on what others say of me, anger is quite a natural reaction to a critical word. And when my sense of self depends on what I can acquire, greed flares up when my desires are frustrated.
Anger in particular seems close to a professional vice in contemporary ministry. Pastors are angry at their leaders for not leading and at their followers for not following. They are angry at those who do not come to church for not coming and angry at those who do come for coming without enthusiasm. They are angry at their families, who make them feel guilty, and angry at themselves for not being who they want to be. This is not an open, blatant, roaring anger, but an anger hidden behind the smooth word, the smiling face and the polite handshake. It is a frozen anger, an anger which settles into a biting resentment and slowly paralyzes a generous heart. If there is anything that makes the ministry look grim and dull, it is this dark, insidious anger in the servants of Christ. “
Taken from “ The Way of the Heart” by Henri Nouwen page 22-24
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
on female dress
I found this in article written between 161 -230 A.D. buy a man named Tertullian :
here's an excerpt:
" But why should you be a danger to your neighbor ? Why should you excite him in lustful desires ? In amplifying His law God makes no distinction of penalty between lust and fornication, and it will scarcely be that they escape punishment who have been to another the cause of perdition. That other, as soon as he has lusted after your beauty and in his mind committed the lustful act, perishes; and you have been made the sword of his destruction. "
He goes on to address why women change their appearance ? " Doubtless they are dissatisfied with God's skill in crafting them. In their own persons they convict and censure the Artificer of all things..."
here's an excerpt:
" But why should you be a danger to your neighbor ? Why should you excite him in lustful desires ? In amplifying His law God makes no distinction of penalty between lust and fornication, and it will scarcely be that they escape punishment who have been to another the cause of perdition. That other, as soon as he has lusted after your beauty and in his mind committed the lustful act, perishes; and you have been made the sword of his destruction. "
He goes on to address why women change their appearance ? " Doubtless they are dissatisfied with God's skill in crafting them. In their own persons they convict and censure the Artificer of all things..."
best Bible advice
When I read " Living By the Book" ( Howard Hendricks) he talked about reading repeatedly. I think this is some of the best advice I have received on Bible study. We read too much and comprehend too little. Whenever we read repeatedly, we can saturate, soak, and immerse ourselves in the Word. Here's what happened one day while doing this:
I was reading in 2 Corinthians 7 ( for about the third day in a row) and I found this verse...
( verse 4)
"...I am overflowing with joy in all our affliction..." So Paul is in affliction (which can be translated pressure) and he says, " I am overflowing with joy." WHAT ? How can anyone overflow with joy in affliction ? I cry, pout, write blogs and complain when I am in affliction. However, I kept reading and noticed that in verse 6 he explains how he could overflow with joy in affliction... it says ( my translation): " God comforted us with the coming of Titus..."
Something clicked in my head... Paul was overflowing with joy in affliction because he had a friend. If you have a friend in ministry or in life you can have joy. If we all had one good friend, we probably would not need psychiatrists. Back in September of 2007, I prayed that God would send me a good friend here in El Paso. God answered that prayer. It is so good to have someone to bounce ideas off of and share in the pain and joy of life. Do you have one good friend ? If not, cry out to the Lord and see if He will answer your prayer.
I was reading in 2 Corinthians 7 ( for about the third day in a row) and I found this verse...
( verse 4)
"...I am overflowing with joy in all our affliction..." So Paul is in affliction (which can be translated pressure) and he says, " I am overflowing with joy." WHAT ? How can anyone overflow with joy in affliction ? I cry, pout, write blogs and complain when I am in affliction. However, I kept reading and noticed that in verse 6 he explains how he could overflow with joy in affliction... it says ( my translation): " God comforted us with the coming of Titus..."
Something clicked in my head... Paul was overflowing with joy in affliction because he had a friend. If you have a friend in ministry or in life you can have joy. If we all had one good friend, we probably would not need psychiatrists. Back in September of 2007, I prayed that God would send me a good friend here in El Paso. God answered that prayer. It is so good to have someone to bounce ideas off of and share in the pain and joy of life. Do you have one good friend ? If not, cry out to the Lord and see if He will answer your prayer.
Friday, May 30, 2008
bound together
2 Cor 6:14 says: " Do not be bound together with unbelievers..." and later in the same passage: "Come out from among them and be separate."
These are bold ideas and make it difficult for me to discern sometimes what it means to be "in the world but not of the world."
Do we ever stop to reflect on our relationships and evaluate whether or not they are healthy ? Do you spend time with people who drain you or cause you to stumble ? Do I ( do you) have the courage to pull away and separate ? How can this happen without coming off as arrogant or "thinking too highly of ourselves" ?
These are bold ideas and make it difficult for me to discern sometimes what it means to be "in the world but not of the world."
Do we ever stop to reflect on our relationships and evaluate whether or not they are healthy ? Do you spend time with people who drain you or cause you to stumble ? Do I ( do you) have the courage to pull away and separate ? How can this happen without coming off as arrogant or "thinking too highly of ourselves" ?
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Dead to sin
Are we really dead to sin ?
As I sit and stare at this page over and over, I have the same thoughts:
“ I don’t know.” I use this phrase a lot lately: “ I don’t know what to do , what to think, whether to spend the money or not, whether to confront… etc”
The list of “ I don’t know…” seems endless. The things I know seem less that the things I don’t know.
In reality, I do know the Bible is true. I believe with certainty that God will confirm me to the end.
What I do know :
1. God will confirm me to the end ( I Cor 1:8)
2. Jesus has the power to subject all things to Himself. ( Philipp 3:21)
3. My citizenship is in heaven Philipp. 3:20
4. my body will be transformed into conformity with the body of His glory Philipp 3:21
5. I have the freedom to walk in newness of life Rom 6:4
6. I don’t have to be a slave of sin anymore Rom 6:6
How can I describe this experience? I am free from sin, yet I still sin. I am no longer under sin’s power, but I still feel real temptations on a daily basis. God has not (to my knowledge) put so many restraints on me that I am incapable of sinning. I still can choose to sin. I could ( if I so desired) close this box and plunge into the worst kinds of immorality the internet has to offer. I could sit here at this desk and immerse myself into the world. Why don’t I ?
#1. There is a serious risk of being fired if I do it. ( I don’t want to jeopardize my family by being foolish with sin)
* I just re read this list and noticed that “ being fired” popped into the # 1 slot. I would like to think that my fear of God would be # 1. It is a reason, but the immediate thing I thought of was losing my job… ( another reason to repent).
#2 It would set back my relationship that I have grown and cultivated with my wife. I see her as beautiful and I don’t want to erase or destroy the relationship we have been constructing. I do feel that her trust of me has grown. This trust can be wiped away very quickly if I became a lying, adulterous person. Trust is very similar to the world trade center towers ( 25 years to construct --- 1 hour to bring down --- bring down to a pile of rubble)
I don’t want to turn my life into a pile of rubble.
#3 If I did plunge myself into sin, I would grieve the Holy Spirit of God. When David sinned, the text says: “ the thing that David did, displeased the Lord …” I really have no desire to upset God in any way. I don’t want to deliberately “ provoke” Him to anger. He has made clear His thoughts on immorality and I have no business putting Him to the test.
#4 If I were to plunge into sin, I don’t know exactly where the bottom is to that cesspool. It’s a deep subject with many terrors and dangers that cannot be seen on the surface. The devil is seeking someone to devour. Sin always leads further than you want to go and keeps you longer than you want to stay. I would be entering ( blindfolded) into a very dangerous world where sin is magnified and God is “shut out.” God is light and in Him there is no darkness at all. I don’t want to find out more about the darkness by experiencing it up close and personal.
The Bible says that it is shameful even to mention what the disobedient do in secret.
#5 I would confuse and hurt so many people who have been in my life. I have taught, preached and pled with others to be holy and pure. If they hear of my demise, how would this affect their life ? How disappointing to hear of another pastor going down the tubes morally ? Since 1989 three of my close friends ( all in the ministry) were dismissed / resigned from their positions. Their stories are very fresh in my mind and I would imagine their scars are still with them today. Why inflict these wounds on myself unnecessarily ?
I have spoken to (?) how many students about moral purity. I would instantly become a hypocrite in their eyes… which leads to #6.
#6 David was told that the pagan nations would blaspheme the name of God because of Him.
Do I really want to be a reason in the minds of some why they are rejecting Christ ?
#7 I just remembered that my own children would eventually find out. They would always have doubts about my own instruction to them and it would hinder my ability to lead them. They might even experiment and “ out of curiosity” find out for themselves the details of where “satan dwells.” This would crush me to think they would have to travel down this horrid path of sin and destruction.
Digression: I don’t want anyone to think that the sin I am talking about is the only sin out there. I realize that people have issues with gossip that are very destructive in the church and in the community. There are those whose anger is so out of control that they do not enjoy going to their home. Many men have “fits of rage” and have so damaged their witness that no one wants to be around them. Greed has paralyzed many generous hearts and the love of money has caused so many people to shipwreck their faith.
#8 Plunging into sin maybe a bit extreme. It could be that some of us just want to walk into sin or “experiment” for a minute or two. There might be a desire to just “take a quick look” and then restore normalcy. Why even do this ? Why toy with sin ? Can a man take burning coals into his lap and not be burned ?
The nature of sin is so deceptive and my heart is so deceptive that I can fool myself into thinking that I can just sin “ a little bit.” Sin is progressive and deadly. One drop of poison in my water would make it toxic.
# 9 I have memories of the torment of my soul after battles with sin. Those battle scars are still with me. The feelings of self hatred linger in “closets” and I don’t want to go to those places again.
Romans 6:6 says that my old self was “crucified with Him, in order that my body of sin might be rendered inoperative…” For me to experiment with sin on purpose is to go against the grain of who I am and displease the One who gave Himself for me. Jesus is in effect saying to me: “ it is for these sins that I died… why live in them anymore ?”
What benefit is there in going back to an old way of life that ( by your own admission) you hated ? You hated yourself for doing those things… why would you go back into them ?
It’s 2:40pm on a Wed. afternoon and several minutes have gone by while writing this document.
I just thought of # 10
#10 Proverbs 5:21 For the ways of a man are before the eyes of the Lord, and He watches all His paths.
To think that the God who created the universe would be watching me “sink” into sin on purpose is a revolting thought. How arrogant and “self centered” to think I could somehow exist in a place where God could not see me. Do I really think of God as a person ? If I do… ( and I do) then God is actively aware of all my actions, motives, and attitudes.
What about this verse ?
“ O Lord … you know when I sit down and when I rise up; You understand my thought from afar. You scrutinize my path and my lying down and are intimately acquainted with all my ways. Even before there is a word on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it all.”
Psalm 139:1-4
As I sit and stare at this page over and over, I have the same thoughts:
“ I don’t know.” I use this phrase a lot lately: “ I don’t know what to do , what to think, whether to spend the money or not, whether to confront… etc”
The list of “ I don’t know…” seems endless. The things I know seem less that the things I don’t know.
In reality, I do know the Bible is true. I believe with certainty that God will confirm me to the end.
What I do know :
1. God will confirm me to the end ( I Cor 1:8)
2. Jesus has the power to subject all things to Himself. ( Philipp 3:21)
3. My citizenship is in heaven Philipp. 3:20
4. my body will be transformed into conformity with the body of His glory Philipp 3:21
5. I have the freedom to walk in newness of life Rom 6:4
6. I don’t have to be a slave of sin anymore Rom 6:6
How can I describe this experience? I am free from sin, yet I still sin. I am no longer under sin’s power, but I still feel real temptations on a daily basis. God has not (to my knowledge) put so many restraints on me that I am incapable of sinning. I still can choose to sin. I could ( if I so desired) close this box and plunge into the worst kinds of immorality the internet has to offer. I could sit here at this desk and immerse myself into the world. Why don’t I ?
#1. There is a serious risk of being fired if I do it. ( I don’t want to jeopardize my family by being foolish with sin)
* I just re read this list and noticed that “ being fired” popped into the # 1 slot. I would like to think that my fear of God would be # 1. It is a reason, but the immediate thing I thought of was losing my job… ( another reason to repent).
#2 It would set back my relationship that I have grown and cultivated with my wife. I see her as beautiful and I don’t want to erase or destroy the relationship we have been constructing. I do feel that her trust of me has grown. This trust can be wiped away very quickly if I became a lying, adulterous person. Trust is very similar to the world trade center towers ( 25 years to construct --- 1 hour to bring down --- bring down to a pile of rubble)
I don’t want to turn my life into a pile of rubble.
#3 If I did plunge myself into sin, I would grieve the Holy Spirit of God. When David sinned, the text says: “ the thing that David did, displeased the Lord …” I really have no desire to upset God in any way. I don’t want to deliberately “ provoke” Him to anger. He has made clear His thoughts on immorality and I have no business putting Him to the test.
#4 If I were to plunge into sin, I don’t know exactly where the bottom is to that cesspool. It’s a deep subject with many terrors and dangers that cannot be seen on the surface. The devil is seeking someone to devour. Sin always leads further than you want to go and keeps you longer than you want to stay. I would be entering ( blindfolded) into a very dangerous world where sin is magnified and God is “shut out.” God is light and in Him there is no darkness at all. I don’t want to find out more about the darkness by experiencing it up close and personal.
The Bible says that it is shameful even to mention what the disobedient do in secret.
#5 I would confuse and hurt so many people who have been in my life. I have taught, preached and pled with others to be holy and pure. If they hear of my demise, how would this affect their life ? How disappointing to hear of another pastor going down the tubes morally ? Since 1989 three of my close friends ( all in the ministry) were dismissed / resigned from their positions. Their stories are very fresh in my mind and I would imagine their scars are still with them today. Why inflict these wounds on myself unnecessarily ?
I have spoken to (?) how many students about moral purity. I would instantly become a hypocrite in their eyes… which leads to #6.
#6 David was told that the pagan nations would blaspheme the name of God because of Him.
Do I really want to be a reason in the minds of some why they are rejecting Christ ?
#7 I just remembered that my own children would eventually find out. They would always have doubts about my own instruction to them and it would hinder my ability to lead them. They might even experiment and “ out of curiosity” find out for themselves the details of where “satan dwells.” This would crush me to think they would have to travel down this horrid path of sin and destruction.
Digression: I don’t want anyone to think that the sin I am talking about is the only sin out there. I realize that people have issues with gossip that are very destructive in the church and in the community. There are those whose anger is so out of control that they do not enjoy going to their home. Many men have “fits of rage” and have so damaged their witness that no one wants to be around them. Greed has paralyzed many generous hearts and the love of money has caused so many people to shipwreck their faith.
#8 Plunging into sin maybe a bit extreme. It could be that some of us just want to walk into sin or “experiment” for a minute or two. There might be a desire to just “take a quick look” and then restore normalcy. Why even do this ? Why toy with sin ? Can a man take burning coals into his lap and not be burned ?
The nature of sin is so deceptive and my heart is so deceptive that I can fool myself into thinking that I can just sin “ a little bit.” Sin is progressive and deadly. One drop of poison in my water would make it toxic.
# 9 I have memories of the torment of my soul after battles with sin. Those battle scars are still with me. The feelings of self hatred linger in “closets” and I don’t want to go to those places again.
Romans 6:6 says that my old self was “crucified with Him, in order that my body of sin might be rendered inoperative…” For me to experiment with sin on purpose is to go against the grain of who I am and displease the One who gave Himself for me. Jesus is in effect saying to me: “ it is for these sins that I died… why live in them anymore ?”
What benefit is there in going back to an old way of life that ( by your own admission) you hated ? You hated yourself for doing those things… why would you go back into them ?
It’s 2:40pm on a Wed. afternoon and several minutes have gone by while writing this document.
I just thought of # 10
#10 Proverbs 5:21 For the ways of a man are before the eyes of the Lord, and He watches all His paths.
To think that the God who created the universe would be watching me “sink” into sin on purpose is a revolting thought. How arrogant and “self centered” to think I could somehow exist in a place where God could not see me. Do I really think of God as a person ? If I do… ( and I do) then God is actively aware of all my actions, motives, and attitudes.
What about this verse ?
“ O Lord … you know when I sit down and when I rise up; You understand my thought from afar. You scrutinize my path and my lying down and are intimately acquainted with all my ways. Even before there is a word on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it all.”
Psalm 139:1-4
Monday, May 19, 2008
why progressive sanctification ?
After reading Romans 6:1-7, a question entered my mind that I found difficult to shake. Why does God value a progressive sanctification ? He could have instantly made us holy, but in His infinite wisdom He chose to do it over stages. Why ?
Here are some thoughts:
1. The things that really mean something to us are genuine and well crafted. A cloth/ fake bullwhip imitating Indiana Jones' whip is not near as meaningful as a real, handcrafted leather bullwhip from El Paso Saddleblanket. We value the things that took time to prepare. A homecooked meal ( like a potroast) simmering for hours is much better than 6 nuggets flash fried in 30 seconds.
2. God wants us to relate to Him by faith. Hebrews 11:1 and following talk about the faith that believers had throughout history. Their relationship with God was forged in those low moments of pain and difficulty. There is no shortcut to holiness, and without holiness no one will see the Lord.
3. God values love and freedom. A computer can do amazing things... which it is programmed to do. A person can love sincerely because God has designed us with choice.
In an " instant sanctification" process we would by pass all of those things which build up love, joy, peace, patience,etc.
4. 2 Corinthians 1:9 Paul says that they were excessively burdened... to the point that they even despaired of life. He says that this happened so that they would not trust in themselves, but in God. The process of becoming holy deepens our dependence.
5. A process allows God to fully display all of His attributes of glory, majesty, patience, mercy, love, kindness, grace, etc. We can see the manifold wisdom of God as we walk on this journey.
Any other things I left out ?
Carl
Here are some thoughts:
1. The things that really mean something to us are genuine and well crafted. A cloth/ fake bullwhip imitating Indiana Jones' whip is not near as meaningful as a real, handcrafted leather bullwhip from El Paso Saddleblanket. We value the things that took time to prepare. A homecooked meal ( like a potroast) simmering for hours is much better than 6 nuggets flash fried in 30 seconds.
2. God wants us to relate to Him by faith. Hebrews 11:1 and following talk about the faith that believers had throughout history. Their relationship with God was forged in those low moments of pain and difficulty. There is no shortcut to holiness, and without holiness no one will see the Lord.
3. God values love and freedom. A computer can do amazing things... which it is programmed to do. A person can love sincerely because God has designed us with choice.
In an " instant sanctification" process we would by pass all of those things which build up love, joy, peace, patience,etc.
4. 2 Corinthians 1:9 Paul says that they were excessively burdened... to the point that they even despaired of life. He says that this happened so that they would not trust in themselves, but in God. The process of becoming holy deepens our dependence.
5. A process allows God to fully display all of His attributes of glory, majesty, patience, mercy, love, kindness, grace, etc. We can see the manifold wisdom of God as we walk on this journey.
Any other things I left out ?
Carl
Monday, May 12, 2008
definition of "holding a grudge"
John Wycliffe was a Christian who lived during the 1300's. He led an initiative to get the Bible translated into English so that the common man could have a Bible. He held several views about the pope at the time and about the Lord's supper. Because he taught the Bible, many of his contemporaries were so angry with him that 43 years after his death, they dug up his corpse and burned his remains at the stake.
Thursday, May 8, 2008
tiny theaters of the self
This excerpt from Orthodoxy by GK Chesterton helps me ...
" Are there no other stories in the world except yours; and are all men busy with your business ? How much happier you would be if you only knew that these people cared nothing about you ! How much larger your life would be if your self could become smaller in it; if you could really look at other people with common curiosity and pleasure; if you could see them walking as they are in their sunny selfishness and their virile indifference ! You would begin to be interested in them, because they were not interested in you. You would break out of this tiny and tawdry theatre in which your own little plot is always being played, and you would find yourself under a freer sky, in a street full of splendid strangers."
(Page 15 Orthodoxy)
This quote helps remind me that there are other people who have it worse than me and other people who have it better than me. I spend too much time thinking about my own problems.
" Are there no other stories in the world except yours; and are all men busy with your business ? How much happier you would be if you only knew that these people cared nothing about you ! How much larger your life would be if your self could become smaller in it; if you could really look at other people with common curiosity and pleasure; if you could see them walking as they are in their sunny selfishness and their virile indifference ! You would begin to be interested in them, because they were not interested in you. You would break out of this tiny and tawdry theatre in which your own little plot is always being played, and you would find yourself under a freer sky, in a street full of splendid strangers."
(Page 15 Orthodoxy)
This quote helps remind me that there are other people who have it worse than me and other people who have it better than me. I spend too much time thinking about my own problems.
Monday, May 5, 2008
steadfast
Psalm 112:7 says that the man who fears the Lord has a steadfast heart. So I looked up steadfast and it said: " faithful or determined."
This has been a need in my life lately and so I began to look up some verses that connected with Psalm 112 and here is what I found:
Psalm 57: 7 My heart is steadfast... I will sing, yes, I will sing praises !
Psalm 108:1 My heart is steadfast, O God... I will sing, I will sing praises, even with my soul !
My translation: there is a connection between a strengthened heart and singing. If you feel like quitting, maybe you should take your ipod ( to drown out the sound of your voice) and listen to something ( my bias: David Crowder) and just sing for about 30 minutes.
Also: look at the little letters by the verses in your Bible and start to connect scripture with other scripture...
This has been a need in my life lately and so I began to look up some verses that connected with Psalm 112 and here is what I found:
Psalm 57: 7 My heart is steadfast... I will sing, yes, I will sing praises !
Psalm 108:1 My heart is steadfast, O God... I will sing, I will sing praises, even with my soul !
My translation: there is a connection between a strengthened heart and singing. If you feel like quitting, maybe you should take your ipod ( to drown out the sound of your voice) and listen to something ( my bias: David Crowder) and just sing for about 30 minutes.
Also: look at the little letters by the verses in your Bible and start to connect scripture with other scripture...
Monday, April 14, 2008
worry
Jesus knew that we would have a tendency to worry and took the effort to tell us at least 4-5 times in Matthew 6... " do not worry." I have been worried to the point that I couldn't pray, read my Bible or eat. Why is this ? It's not because I'm trying to please God... it's because I'm trying to do something I can't... be in control. I can' t control what other people do.
I like this phrase: " don't react to people... respond to God." Why can't I remember that each week ? Why do I have to go through this painful cycle of worry, stress and then a few days later... trust ?
It seems like if I am really satisfied in the Lord, I worry less.
I like this phrase: " don't react to people... respond to God." Why can't I remember that each week ? Why do I have to go through this painful cycle of worry, stress and then a few days later... trust ?
It seems like if I am really satisfied in the Lord, I worry less.
Thursday, April 3, 2008
wisdom
Every day seems to be fraught with new decisions. I am asked to do things, say things, think about things for which I have no immediate answer. It's hard to find a Bible verse that gives you an immediate, "slam dunk" answer. How do you make decisions when the path is not clear and the way seems clouded with "baggage" ? Who is adequate for these things ?
Here are some filters through which we normally view life:
1. Is this what I always thought would happen ?
2. does this make sense to me ?
3. is this fair ?
I would rather think about this:
1. Does this glorify God ?
2. Are God's purposes accomplished on the earth ?
It seems like if you really want to live the way Jesus lived, you will get beat up.
Here are some filters through which we normally view life:
1. Is this what I always thought would happen ?
2. does this make sense to me ?
3. is this fair ?
I would rather think about this:
1. Does this glorify God ?
2. Are God's purposes accomplished on the earth ?
It seems like if you really want to live the way Jesus lived, you will get beat up.
Monday, March 31, 2008
tests
One of my memories from school was this line: " The mark of a Christian is not how well you are doing...but how you are doing when you are not doing well."
I failed this last week to persevere through difficulties. I was asked to give of myself on a number of occasion and instead of serving the Lord with gladness, I served the Lord with complaning. I think it was just arrogance. Thinking too highly of myself and not remembering that others have served me in the past and helped me through difficult times. This should have been a no brainer, but I made it difficult with "grumbling."
What is the source of your patience ? Can you rejoice in your afflictions ? ( Romans 5:3)
I failed this last week to persevere through difficulties. I was asked to give of myself on a number of occasion and instead of serving the Lord with gladness, I served the Lord with complaning. I think it was just arrogance. Thinking too highly of myself and not remembering that others have served me in the past and helped me through difficult times. This should have been a no brainer, but I made it difficult with "grumbling."
What is the source of your patience ? Can you rejoice in your afflictions ? ( Romans 5:3)
The Endurance
I watched a documentary called the Endurance last night. It's the story of Ernest Shackelton and 27 men who attempted to sail across the Antarctic in 1914. Their ship was "captured" by the ice and sunk. They survived for 17 months with very little food and covering. The story is absolutely stunning and a reminder to persevere even in difficult times. I highly recommend it.
My favorite line from the story was : " At one point all we got was one biscuit a day... we looked at it for breakfast, sucked on it for lunch and ate it for dinner. "
This story gave me perspective on my difficulties during the day. I have food, a house, a car, and so many other things... why do I complain so much ?
My favorite line from the story was : " At one point all we got was one biscuit a day... we looked at it for breakfast, sucked on it for lunch and ate it for dinner. "
This story gave me perspective on my difficulties during the day. I have food, a house, a car, and so many other things... why do I complain so much ?
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
books and books about the book
If you've seen my library you know I like books. I have multiple shelves full and then several of the scattered abroad in my office. Lately, however, I have found it refreshing to focus on the word of God exclusively. I do enjoy other books and I am not throwing them away; however, I want to turn to the Word first and grasp the meaning of life there first before I turn to other sources. ( I notice this happening with podcasts as well.... before the speaker gives his outline, I just turn it off and go and see if I can find the answers myself in the Bible first... then I go back and listen to the podcast) I just took the book of Luke and started reading looking specifically for phrases that help me understand why Jesus is the only way to know God. I was floored by the first 2 chapters and just was overwhelmed by what I found there. Don' t assume that you know a passage. The Bible is unique in the sense that you can't find the bottom of it. It has a life of its own and God's word is so rich that it has the ability to keep feeding you year after year.
What do you do in the morning ? Do you find yourself checking blogs, email and bank accounts or do you open up the Bible to allow God to speak to you ? The unfolding of God's word gives light.
What do you do in the morning ? Do you find yourself checking blogs, email and bank accounts or do you open up the Bible to allow God to speak to you ? The unfolding of God's word gives light.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
burned at the stake
I was thinking about evangelism recently with regard to speaking and living. Some will say: " I witness with my life." I understand what they mean, but were the Christian people from church history martyred just because they led respectable lives ? I think they were burned at the stake for the things they said. They weren't killed just because they lived "clean " lives. They were opposed because they were saying things like: " Jesus is the only way to heaven..." and people should read the Bible in English.
It's true that our life makes our words believable, but if we don't ever say anything, and we are never controversial then who will persecute us ? I'm thinking of verses that say those who desire to live godly in Christ will suffer persecution. I am not advocating that anyone become obnoxious on purpose, but I am wondering if I am saying anything to anyone that will cause them to think. I was talking to someone in the gym a few days ago about "right and wrong." They believed that a majority of people determine what's right and wrong. I had an opportunity to question that assumption.
Galatians 5:11 " But I , brothers, if I still preach circumcision, why I am still persecuted ? Then the stumbling block of the cross has been abolished." In other words, if I just said what everyone wanted to hear... then I would have no opposition. The word of the cross is a stumbling block to many in our culture. Do you ever bring up things with non Christians that would sound offensive to their American ears ?
It's true that our life makes our words believable, but if we don't ever say anything, and we are never controversial then who will persecute us ? I'm thinking of verses that say those who desire to live godly in Christ will suffer persecution. I am not advocating that anyone become obnoxious on purpose, but I am wondering if I am saying anything to anyone that will cause them to think. I was talking to someone in the gym a few days ago about "right and wrong." They believed that a majority of people determine what's right and wrong. I had an opportunity to question that assumption.
Galatians 5:11 " But I , brothers, if I still preach circumcision, why I am still persecuted ? Then the stumbling block of the cross has been abolished." In other words, if I just said what everyone wanted to hear... then I would have no opposition. The word of the cross is a stumbling block to many in our culture. Do you ever bring up things with non Christians that would sound offensive to their American ears ?
Sunday, March 2, 2008
still learning
I learned this week that you can' t be good until you are perfect. Matthew 5:48 says that we are to be perfect as our heavenly Father is perfect. How is this possible ?
There's only one way: if God credits you with the righteousness of Christ. ( See Romans 4)
If God makes us perfect by giving us the righteousness of Christ, then we can start being good. Before we are made righteous by God, our goodness is called "filthy rags."
When you are made perfect, then ... start being good.
suggested reading: Romans 3:21-26
* obviously the definition of perfect does not mean: " no longer sins" I mean perfect in the sense that " Christ is our righteousness." If this is true, then my righteousness doesn't rise and fall based on my behavior.
Do you believe this ?
There's only one way: if God credits you with the righteousness of Christ. ( See Romans 4)
If God makes us perfect by giving us the righteousness of Christ, then we can start being good. Before we are made righteous by God, our goodness is called "filthy rags."
When you are made perfect, then ... start being good.
suggested reading: Romans 3:21-26
* obviously the definition of perfect does not mean: " no longer sins" I mean perfect in the sense that " Christ is our righteousness." If this is true, then my righteousness doesn't rise and fall based on my behavior.
Do you believe this ?
Thursday, February 28, 2008
What is "solid" ?
I've noticed that when other Christians talk about other Christians they say things like: " he's solid... or she's solid." What does that mean ? What does it mean to be a solid Christian ?
1. It means that they can handle the word of God accurately.
2. It means they can be relied upon to keep their word.
3. It means that they are so substantial that they don't fear man.
4. It means that they prefer God's holiness to friendship with the world.
5. It means they can viewed as an ally in the battle against sin and the world.
6. It means that they know how to lead and make wise decisions.
I have certain desires for our church here in El Paso. Today I was struck by a staggering thought. It came from the biography of Jonathan Edwards that I am currently reading. The chapter was called: " breaking the spirit of slumber." How does genuine revival come to a church ? One of the things that the chapter pointed out was that to have true preaching that convicts, awakens, stirs, confronts, and motivates... the preacher himself must be intimately acquainted with the Holy Spirit in his own life. In order for those truths to sink deep into the lives of the hearers... they must first be internalized and lived out by the one delivering the message. I read alot of books... fragments of books. Sometimes, I read so much that I don't take the time to process what I'm reading. I end up being a parrot of what others taught instead of extrapolating the truths and really owning them for myself. At the beginning of this blog I almost reached for the book about Edwards and planned to quote from it extensively and that would have been good... but then I thought: " why can't you just relate what you learned from it ... without quoting it ? " Are the truths I learned this morning fresh in my head and heart or are they just words on a page ( that I think would sound good ) ? I have always been concerned that truth flow through me like water through a tree branch instead of water through a pipe. I want the truth to effect me and change me. It's dangerous to be a speaker/ pastor/ teacher... because you can end up passing the truth on without being effected by it. I do want to be a solid person. I want to be a person of substance that has wisdom for those moments and can help guide people looking to find their way on this journey. I have been helped by so many and I have a desire to make disciples. I do remember something ( from memory) that has stuck with me all these years. Charles Spurgeon said: " it will be in vain for me to stock my library ... if I neglect the culture of myself.... " In other words, if I have a big library but don't cultivate my soul in a daily quiet time, then my efforts are meaningless. My spiritual life is a great weapon in the pilgrimage.
If you want to be a solid Christian, you must nourish your soul on the words of the faith. God's word is the only thing in this world that will make it off the planet. Everything else is destined to perish. What will it take to get you in the word ?
CD
1. It means that they can handle the word of God accurately.
2. It means they can be relied upon to keep their word.
3. It means that they are so substantial that they don't fear man.
4. It means that they prefer God's holiness to friendship with the world.
5. It means they can viewed as an ally in the battle against sin and the world.
6. It means that they know how to lead and make wise decisions.
I have certain desires for our church here in El Paso. Today I was struck by a staggering thought. It came from the biography of Jonathan Edwards that I am currently reading. The chapter was called: " breaking the spirit of slumber." How does genuine revival come to a church ? One of the things that the chapter pointed out was that to have true preaching that convicts, awakens, stirs, confronts, and motivates... the preacher himself must be intimately acquainted with the Holy Spirit in his own life. In order for those truths to sink deep into the lives of the hearers... they must first be internalized and lived out by the one delivering the message. I read alot of books... fragments of books. Sometimes, I read so much that I don't take the time to process what I'm reading. I end up being a parrot of what others taught instead of extrapolating the truths and really owning them for myself. At the beginning of this blog I almost reached for the book about Edwards and planned to quote from it extensively and that would have been good... but then I thought: " why can't you just relate what you learned from it ... without quoting it ? " Are the truths I learned this morning fresh in my head and heart or are they just words on a page ( that I think would sound good ) ? I have always been concerned that truth flow through me like water through a tree branch instead of water through a pipe. I want the truth to effect me and change me. It's dangerous to be a speaker/ pastor/ teacher... because you can end up passing the truth on without being effected by it. I do want to be a solid person. I want to be a person of substance that has wisdom for those moments and can help guide people looking to find their way on this journey. I have been helped by so many and I have a desire to make disciples. I do remember something ( from memory) that has stuck with me all these years. Charles Spurgeon said: " it will be in vain for me to stock my library ... if I neglect the culture of myself.... " In other words, if I have a big library but don't cultivate my soul in a daily quiet time, then my efforts are meaningless. My spiritual life is a great weapon in the pilgrimage.
If you want to be a solid Christian, you must nourish your soul on the words of the faith. God's word is the only thing in this world that will make it off the planet. Everything else is destined to perish. What will it take to get you in the word ?
CD
Sunday, February 24, 2008
just talked to a buddhist
I got dizzy watching old family vhs tapes ( past Christmas experiences) ... the camera man couldn't hold the camera steady. So, I went for a walk around the block to clear my head and look at the stars. I saw another figure approaching and smoking a cigarette. I felt a strong urge to talk to this person and find about more about them. I had no idea who it was but I sensed he had no particular place to go and so we struck up a conversation about Kurt Cobain ( former lead singer of Nirvana). The guy was wearing a Nirvana shirt. I discovered he was a buddhist and was only 16 years old. I asked where he learned all this stuff and he said: " my mom." We talked about Jesus being the only way to God and how the gentiles' sacrifices were sacrificed to demons. Even though his cell phone rang 3 times, he never answered it. He said he was really interested in our conversation. If you went out for a walk tonight, would you be ready to defend your faith against Buddhism ? I had to go find some books and rediscover the religion. It basically means this:
1. God is irrelevant because you create your own destiny
2. Nirvana is the goal ( a state of enlightenment)
3. Sins are the cravings you have and can be dealt with by self effort
4. Buddhists have noble goals ( the eightfold path) however... what are the motives behind those behaviors ?
* see " So what's the difference ? " by Fritz Ridenour
This guy's name is Ben Lewis and lives down the street from me so I am hoping to talk to him again. I think he would listen and I am praying that God will open his eyes to the beauty of Christ. I Peter 3:15 says we are supposed to be ready to give a reason for the hope that is within us. Are you ready ?
By the way, I came home and we had real interesting discussion about world religions at our house.
1. God is irrelevant because you create your own destiny
2. Nirvana is the goal ( a state of enlightenment)
3. Sins are the cravings you have and can be dealt with by self effort
4. Buddhists have noble goals ( the eightfold path) however... what are the motives behind those behaviors ?
* see " So what's the difference ? " by Fritz Ridenour
This guy's name is Ben Lewis and lives down the street from me so I am hoping to talk to him again. I think he would listen and I am praying that God will open his eyes to the beauty of Christ. I Peter 3:15 says we are supposed to be ready to give a reason for the hope that is within us. Are you ready ?
By the way, I came home and we had real interesting discussion about world religions at our house.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Update
We have a backyard which has become a magnet for the neighborhood children. We will often have 5-10 kids back there jumping on the trampoline and using our new basketball court. I have made some attempts to share the gospel with some of the kids and have found that they are willing to talk and honest about their lives. I am hoping that the trampoline mat holds up because we have tested its limits on many occasion.
One of the outcomes of these kids in the backyard is the piles of trash ... cups, candy wrappers, etc. I asked Josh and Matthew to go clean it up a few days ago and Josh said: " Wait, Dad... that's your mission field..." Implication ... I was supposed to clean it up. I set him straight on that one. Actually... one of the encouraging things that happened to me ( from a dad's perspective) recently was a conversation I had with Adrian ( a neighborhood 5th grader). I was sharing the gospel with him and Josh was listening in to the conversation. Adrian's younger brother kept trying to distract us and Josh really wanted me to keep the conversation focused on the gospel. I was encouraged that Josh cared and was engaged as to what was happening.
So ... my encouragement to you is... share the gospel. Even if there are others around, take that step because you never know who might be listening and your courage might motivate others to share their faith.
One of the outcomes of these kids in the backyard is the piles of trash ... cups, candy wrappers, etc. I asked Josh and Matthew to go clean it up a few days ago and Josh said: " Wait, Dad... that's your mission field..." Implication ... I was supposed to clean it up. I set him straight on that one. Actually... one of the encouraging things that happened to me ( from a dad's perspective) recently was a conversation I had with Adrian ( a neighborhood 5th grader). I was sharing the gospel with him and Josh was listening in to the conversation. Adrian's younger brother kept trying to distract us and Josh really wanted me to keep the conversation focused on the gospel. I was encouraged that Josh cared and was engaged as to what was happening.
So ... my encouragement to you is... share the gospel. Even if there are others around, take that step because you never know who might be listening and your courage might motivate others to share their faith.
Monday, February 18, 2008
those who have gone before
Jonathan Edwards still has books in print almost 300 years after his death. He is remembered as one of America's greatest pastors and theologians.... and here in his diary I find comfort:
( after his move to Yale)
" This week has been a remarkable week with me with respect to despair, fears, perplexities, multitudes of cares, and distractions of mind... I have now abundant reason to be convinced of the troublesomeness and vexation of the world, and that it will never be another kind of world."
( Jonathan Edwards: A New Biography by Iain Murray page 59-60)
I think its interesting that he had these thoughts and I find comfort in knowing that other people have these same difficulties.
( after his move to Yale)
" This week has been a remarkable week with me with respect to despair, fears, perplexities, multitudes of cares, and distractions of mind... I have now abundant reason to be convinced of the troublesomeness and vexation of the world, and that it will never be another kind of world."
( Jonathan Edwards: A New Biography by Iain Murray page 59-60)
I think its interesting that he had these thoughts and I find comfort in knowing that other people have these same difficulties.
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
6:42 am
When I get up in the morning, I am hit with thoughts of inadequacy, fear about the day, apprehension and many other negative emotions. I battle with these thoughts by making myself sit down at the kitchen table and read sequentially through some book of the Bible ( currently Ezekiel). After some time there, I walk out into the desert just to find some space and have an opportunity to talk out loud to God. It is here that these fears and feelings are dealt with and put to rest. I can not imagine living without this time of the day.
Psalm 34:4 I sought the Lord, and He answered me and delivered me from all of my fears.
Psalm 34:4 I sought the Lord, and He answered me and delivered me from all of my fears.
Monday, February 4, 2008
Kids in church ?
Children’s church
When it comes to the idea of a children’s church … ( having the children excused from the main worship service to have their own service…) here are some thoughts:
* This was written in the 1700’s by Jonathan Edwards ( Vol 1 page 393)
“ What has more especially given offense to many, and raised a loud cry against some preachers, as though their conduct was intolerable, is their frightening poor innocent children with talk of hell fire and eternal damnation. But if we believe that all of us are by nature children of wrath .. and lost without Christ, then this complaint reveals a great deal of weakness and inconsideration. Why should we conceal the truth from them ? Will those children who have been dealt tenderly with in this respect and lived and died insensible of their misery till they come to feel it in hell, ever thank parents and others for their tenderness, in not letting them know their danger ?
A child that has a dangerous wound may need the painful lance, as well as grown persons; and that would be a foolish pity, in such a case, that should hold back the lance and throw away the life --- I have seen the happy effects of dealing plainly and thoroughly with children in the concerns of their souls, without sparing them at all, in many instances; and never knew any ill consequences of it, in any one instance.”
When it comes to the idea of a children’s church … ( having the children excused from the main worship service to have their own service…) here are some thoughts:
* This was written in the 1700’s by Jonathan Edwards ( Vol 1 page 393)
“ What has more especially given offense to many, and raised a loud cry against some preachers, as though their conduct was intolerable, is their frightening poor innocent children with talk of hell fire and eternal damnation. But if we believe that all of us are by nature children of wrath .. and lost without Christ, then this complaint reveals a great deal of weakness and inconsideration. Why should we conceal the truth from them ? Will those children who have been dealt tenderly with in this respect and lived and died insensible of their misery till they come to feel it in hell, ever thank parents and others for their tenderness, in not letting them know their danger ?
A child that has a dangerous wound may need the painful lance, as well as grown persons; and that would be a foolish pity, in such a case, that should hold back the lance and throw away the life --- I have seen the happy effects of dealing plainly and thoroughly with children in the concerns of their souls, without sparing them at all, in many instances; and never knew any ill consequences of it, in any one instance.”
Monday, January 28, 2008
categories
Curious to see if this makes sense to you.
I fall into the trap of thinking sometimes that things have to be all or nothing. Lately, it makes more sense that God designed the world to have a category called : " Things that live in tension with one another."
Under that category there would be 2 more things:
1. All or nothing
2. moderation
For example: in regard to your salvation, you can say this is an " all or nothing " category. You cannot mix any works with your faith to go to be saved. However, when it comes to eating and drinking... use moderation. You can probably go 80/20. 80 percent of the time.. eat healthy and 20 percent.. you can eat junk.
This was a breakthrough to be "ok" with these categories and get the right things in the right place. You can work ( and that's ok ) and you can rest ( and that's ok too). But you don't want to work all the time or rest all the time. You need moderation. So, the next time you hear someone say: "all things in moderation..." you can punt that idea out of existence. God has established " all or nothing" categories as well as " some things in moderation." When you put things in the wrong category... " is big problem ... no ? "
So, go ahead and have some peanut m & m's .... but only get a small portion. Work hard this week... but don't work too hard. Rest, but don't overindulge.
PRAY ... and pray without ceasing. God is good and this thought freed me from much burden bearing.
I fall into the trap of thinking sometimes that things have to be all or nothing. Lately, it makes more sense that God designed the world to have a category called : " Things that live in tension with one another."
Under that category there would be 2 more things:
1. All or nothing
2. moderation
For example: in regard to your salvation, you can say this is an " all or nothing " category. You cannot mix any works with your faith to go to be saved. However, when it comes to eating and drinking... use moderation. You can probably go 80/20. 80 percent of the time.. eat healthy and 20 percent.. you can eat junk.
This was a breakthrough to be "ok" with these categories and get the right things in the right place. You can work ( and that's ok ) and you can rest ( and that's ok too). But you don't want to work all the time or rest all the time. You need moderation. So, the next time you hear someone say: "all things in moderation..." you can punt that idea out of existence. God has established " all or nothing" categories as well as " some things in moderation." When you put things in the wrong category... " is big problem ... no ? "
So, go ahead and have some peanut m & m's .... but only get a small portion. Work hard this week... but don't work too hard. Rest, but don't overindulge.
PRAY ... and pray without ceasing. God is good and this thought freed me from much burden bearing.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
the past
good book recommendation: Jonathan Edwards Biograpy Iain Murray
I just re read chapter 1 and was very encouraged by it.
How much tv do you watch compared to how much Christian biography you read ? What do you take into your soul that nourishes it ?
I just re read chapter 1 and was very encouraged by it.
How much tv do you watch compared to how much Christian biography you read ? What do you take into your soul that nourishes it ?
believe
There's a phrase in Matthew 21:22 And all things you ask in prayer, believing, you shall receive.
This is an incredible promise. If I really believe this verse and follow through then nothing would be impossible. How does a person get to this point where they can believe like Jesus is talking about ?
If I was pressed to the wall and asked : " what do you want most right now ?"
1. I long for a marriage that honors God and displays Christ to my kids
2. I long for the assurance that my children are truly saved.
3. I long for meaningful relationships that inspire me to grow spiritually.
4. I long for freedom from the "fear of man"
5. I long for the ability to think for myself ( instead of relying on the opinion of others)
* I mean # 5 in the sense of thinking Biblically ... allowing the Spirit of God to teach me and bring to a place where Prov 28 :1 is true of my life " The righteous are as bold as a lion..."
This is an incredible promise. If I really believe this verse and follow through then nothing would be impossible. How does a person get to this point where they can believe like Jesus is talking about ?
If I was pressed to the wall and asked : " what do you want most right now ?"
1. I long for a marriage that honors God and displays Christ to my kids
2. I long for the assurance that my children are truly saved.
3. I long for meaningful relationships that inspire me to grow spiritually.
4. I long for freedom from the "fear of man"
5. I long for the ability to think for myself ( instead of relying on the opinion of others)
* I mean # 5 in the sense of thinking Biblically ... allowing the Spirit of God to teach me and bring to a place where Prov 28 :1 is true of my life " The righteous are as bold as a lion..."
Divorce and remarriage
The real title of this blog:
how to be unpopular --- teach on divorce and remarriage
I think it is important to read every word when you are reading through the Bible. I was reading in Matthew 19 and came upon some phrases that I found interesting.
Interesting phrase # 1: “…for any reason at all ?”
19:3 Some Pharisees came to Jesus, testing Him and asking, “ Is it lawful for a man to divorce his wife for any reason at all ? “
It seems like if there was time for Jesus to set the record straight, He could have done it right here. He could have said: “ There is no reason for a man to divorce his wife.”
However… after saying: “ What God has joined together, let no man separate,” He says this in verse 9: ( which is interesting phrase # 2 )
Interesting phrase # 2 : “ …whoever divorces his wife, except for immorality, and marries another woman commits adultery.”
In both verses ( 3 and 9) the word “wife” is present.”
Why didn’t Jesus say: “ there is absolutely no reason for divorce ? “ Why even mention the phrase “immorality” ?
Some would say he was referring to the engagement period.
( see http://www.desiringgod.org/ position paper on divorce and remarriage) Look, I’ve been reading John Piper for about 12 years now, and I am humbled by his life and ministry. He has been one of the biggest factors in my growth as a believer and I am continually challenged by his writings. I think everyone should read his works. I’m no match for his Biblical knowledge and if he were here in my kitchen, I would have a hard time demonstrating how he is wrong. That being said.... Matthew 19 leaves me wondering why Jesus included an exception clause for divorce. I’ve read Piper’s arguments and even listened to the audio version. In my study of “immorality” it seems to have application to singles and married people. I don’t see it as exclusive to singles. ( However, I have been wrong before.)
how to be unpopular --- teach on divorce and remarriage
I think it is important to read every word when you are reading through the Bible. I was reading in Matthew 19 and came upon some phrases that I found interesting.
Interesting phrase # 1: “…for any reason at all ?”
19:3 Some Pharisees came to Jesus, testing Him and asking, “ Is it lawful for a man to divorce his wife for any reason at all ? “
It seems like if there was time for Jesus to set the record straight, He could have done it right here. He could have said: “ There is no reason for a man to divorce his wife.”
However… after saying: “ What God has joined together, let no man separate,” He says this in verse 9: ( which is interesting phrase # 2 )
Interesting phrase # 2 : “ …whoever divorces his wife, except for immorality, and marries another woman commits adultery.”
In both verses ( 3 and 9) the word “wife” is present.”
Why didn’t Jesus say: “ there is absolutely no reason for divorce ? “ Why even mention the phrase “immorality” ?
Some would say he was referring to the engagement period.
( see http://www.desiringgod.org/ position paper on divorce and remarriage) Look, I’ve been reading John Piper for about 12 years now, and I am humbled by his life and ministry. He has been one of the biggest factors in my growth as a believer and I am continually challenged by his writings. I think everyone should read his works. I’m no match for his Biblical knowledge and if he were here in my kitchen, I would have a hard time demonstrating how he is wrong. That being said.... Matthew 19 leaves me wondering why Jesus included an exception clause for divorce. I’ve read Piper’s arguments and even listened to the audio version. In my study of “immorality” it seems to have application to singles and married people. I don’t see it as exclusive to singles. ( However, I have been wrong before.)
Thursday, January 10, 2008
answers
It's so refreshing to have your prayers answered. I was walking into a situation I did not feel comfortable with recently and so I just went out into the desert ( the real desert) and started praying.
I prayed that God would block my path if I was taking the wrong one. Three days later the answer came and it was exactly what I prayed for. I'm not making this up. I believe God does hear our prayers and longs to be gracious to us. How long has it been since you have taken a walk where you can talk outloud and be real with God ? Set a time and do it.
I prayed that God would block my path if I was taking the wrong one. Three days later the answer came and it was exactly what I prayed for. I'm not making this up. I believe God does hear our prayers and longs to be gracious to us. How long has it been since you have taken a walk where you can talk outloud and be real with God ? Set a time and do it.
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