Thankful
It takes some time to be in a place to recognize the value of everything that is happening/ has happened in your life. I have been put in a position to deal with things that I wasn't dealing with before. I am thankful for God's leading in my life and regret that I have complained internally about my perceived losses. I still feel a certain sense of loss, but at the same time I realize that I am here by God's appointment, under His care and here for the length of time that He has determined.
Romans 8:18 For I consider that our sufferings in this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory that is to be revealed to us.
